Over the past few years, I have done several things I had previously been certain I would never do.  Bungee jumping, living and driving in Uganda, admitting I needed glasses, etc.  Continuing this stretch of firsts, last week I was asked to name a newborn Ugandan boy.  In fact, the father of the boy insisted that the baby would not have a name unless I stepped up.  Talk about pressure.

So who is the baby boy?  He is Henry’s little brother.

Near the end of our stay in Uganda, Henry’s mother (in her early 40s) was experiencing what she thought were problems associated with high blood pressure.  Dr. Jay Gregston (father in our Twin Family) reviewed the meds she had been prescribed and provided some friendly physician guidance.  When Henry arrived home from school at the end of November, his mother told him that she just learned that she was pregnant . . . and due in less than a month.  As you might expect, the pre-natal care in Uganda falls well below western standards.

For a while, labor pains and contractions pointed toward a Christmas Day birth.  Henry and I talked or texted day after day, but no baby.  Finally, just after midnight Uganda time on January 7^th, I received a text from Henry asking me urgently to pray for his mother.  I immediately complied.  Fifteen minutes later came the news that the child had been born and that all was well.  Praise God!

A short while later, Henry texted me again saying that his father wanted me to give the baby his two names.  (In the Ugandan villages, there are no family names – just two names.  Usually, one is an English name and one is an African name).  I immediately picked up the phone and called him.

Me: “Um, your text sounded like I am supposed to give this boy his names.  Are you serious?”

Henry: “Yes, my dad said you need to provide both of his names.”

Me: “I wouldn’t know where to start.  Is your father serious?”

Henry:  “Yes, he said that the boy will not have a name unless you name him.”

Me:  “Well, I guess I could give him his English name, but I don’t know any Runyoro tribe names.”

Henry:  “Any two names you choose are fine.  He does not need a Runyoro or African name.  Just pick two names.”

Me:  “OK, let me call you back.”

I tracked down Joline and informed her of my (our) weighty responsibility, and then we got started.  We got on Google and tooled around a bit looking for inspiration.  We had only named three babies before, and each of those names started with a J.  Make it four.

We immediately gravitated toward Biblical names and kicked around a few of those before settling on Josiah – the Biblical boy king who found favor with God – for one of the names.  For his other name, we decided to suggest a few names that would have significance to how Henry and I met.  The names we suggested were Robert (after Bob Goff, the guy who inspired me to journey to Africa in the first place), Justice (what we jointly sought together after we first met), and James (my given name).  I texted these three names to Henry.  A few minutes later, the boy had a name – James Josiah.

In other news, the door to the prison where I met Henry, which Bob Goff brought me last fall from Uganda, is now installed in its final resting place – pictures in the next few days.

Also, on Friday, I booked a ticket back to Uganda at the end of this month.  I will be there for just over a week as the next juvenile justice session begins.

As I reflect on the almost unimaginable events of Wednesday in Kampala, a line from one of my favorite songs continues to loop in my head “. . . from the inside out, Lord, my soul cries out.”

I am beginning to feel like the Boy Who Cried Goff.  There are only so many times one can characterize a day as “one of the most memorable in my life” before some serious integrity questioning seeps in.  But put me under oath, hooked up to a polygraph machine, and water board me – my story won’t change.  It was truly one of those had-to-be-there-to-fully-appreciate-it days, but I will give it my best shot.  Though this post will be longer than usual, I promise to make it worth the read.

Let me begin with some important background information.  There is this fantastically whimsical guy named Bob Goff.  I met him in mid-October of 2009.  Nine weeks later I was on a plane to Uganda.  Two years later, I was sitting in the warden’s office at Luzira, Uganda’s maximum security prison, with Bob, a court official named Margaret, and an honest-to-badness Witch Doctor name Kabi.  (Kabi was serving life for castrating a young boy as part of a ritual ceremony.  Miraculously, the boy I have called Hero in prior posts survived and testified against Kabi in a trial attended, funded, and orchestrated by Bob).  Bob had invited me to go with him to visit Kabi at Luzira: “I am going to talk to him about Jesus, you should come.”  So I did.

I have previously written about that memorable encounter here, but suffice it to say that Bob talked to Kabi about Jesus, and Kabi listened.  Not only did he listen, he obeyed.  It was surreal.  About six months later, while I was living with my family in Kampala, Bob returned to Uganda and again invited me to join him on a visit to see Kabi.  He was a changed man.  Exit witch doctor, enter Jesus follower.  I wrote about that encounter here.  At the end of that visit, Kabi declared that if he ever got out of prison, he wanted to be an evangelist.  As we were leaving, Bob said, “Next time we come, we should totally talk to the rest of the prisoners in Luzira about Jesus with Kabi – how cool would that be?”  “Next time” was this past Wednesday.

It pulverized the cool meter.  Nothing left but dust.

A group of about fifteen of us arrived at Luzira in the late morning.  Accompanying Bob on a week-long trip in conjunction with a graduation ceremony at the school in Gulu he runs were folks from all over the United States, including Bob’s film-maker son, Richard.  Also in the group was Margaret, the court official/preacher lady who was with us when Kabi surrendered his life to his Savior.  Hero, the boy Kabi carved up, lives with Margaret now and he came as well, though he stayed in the parking lot, far from the prisoners.  We were ordered to leave in our cars all phones, cameras, or anything else that could record what would happen inside.  Things were a bit chaotic as we went through security because of the size of our group.  Consequently, one or more of our team members didn’t actually get frisked or wanded.  From security, we were ushered into the warden’s office.  The memories of the first two meetings with Kabi flooded back.

The warden, who had been lurking in the background during both of our prior visits with Kabi in his office, instantly remembered Bob and greeted him warmly.  After exchanging some pleasantries, the warden informed Bob that all arrangements had been made and that the prisoners had been told that some people were coming to preach to anyone who was interested in listening.  Bob was effusive with gratitude and explained that he had gone shopping and brought some things with him for the prisoners – lots of soap and sugar.  The warden was pleased.

What happened next was quite remarkable.  Bob used some sort of mind control techniques I have only seen on television to convince the warden to do something he never would have agreed to do, even for a scrillion shillings.  It went something like this:

Bob:               We also brought a balloon we want to inflate and then let it float into the sky.

Warden:        A what?

Bob:               A balloon.  We have a little bit of helium we are going to fill it up with and then it will float away.  It’ll be cool.

Warden:        Oh, I don’t think that will be . . .

Bob:                You’ll love it, it won’t be a problem (nodding).

Warden:         We cannot allow . . . (shaking his head).

Bob:                Awesome, it’s right outside with the sugar and soap.  We’ll bring it in now.  It will be great.  Thanks for letting us do this (nodding).

Warden:         (Stunned Silence).

Bob:                (Standing and reaching to shake his hand). Thanks, Warden.

Warden:         (Cracking a smile and starting to nod) It is OK.

Everyone Else in the Room:  Did that really just happen?

Shortly thereafter, we were escorted outside into the prison courtyard where a thousand or more inmates in yellow prison garb stood, sat, and milled around in a horseshoe pattern facing a table, behind which was a row of chairs for us.  While there were a handful of guards scattered around, the prisoners were not restrained and there were no barriers between us and them.  In fact, as we approached the chairs, an older gentleman hurried up to Bob and embraced him.  “That’s Kabi,” I whispered to a few of the others.  It would have been a rather sweet moment, were it not bathed in irony – a prisoner serving a life sentence warmly embracing the man who was both responsible for putting him prison and helping him secure eternal freedom.  Kabi wore a soft smile of validation and nodded along quietly as Bob spoke gently into his ear for about two minutes.  As their embrace concluded, Kabi spotted me and gave me a warm smile.  I came over and hugged him.  “Do you remember me?” I asked.  He replied in much-improved English, “I remember you from before in the warden’s office.  It is good to see you.”

All the while, gospel music blared through the loudspeakers facing the prisoners, who were, in turn, facing us.  After a few minutes, all eyes turned to a handful of inmates as they struggled through the security gate lugging two eight-foot-long cylindrical helium tanks.  They gingerly set the tanks down in the red-dirt courtyard between us and the inmates.  A steady stream of inmates who had been conscripted into pack-mule duty followed with a half-dozen body-bag sized sacks of sugar, a dozen huge cases of soap bars, and four boxes of one-liter water bottles.  The booty was placed in full view of the prisoners, just to our right.  The sugar and soap I understood because there was enough for everyone, but the 96 water bottles perplexed me.

A hush came over the crowd as the music faded and an inmate who introduced himself as the pastor of the Luzira Pentecostal Church took the mike and welcomed us as their guests.  Over the course of the next twenty minutes, a “prison choir” led us in a few songs, followed by a prayer.  Whenever someone spoke, another interpreted – either from Luganda to English or vice versa.  The pastor resumed his emcee duties and announced that one of their fellow inmates would be sharing his story of how accepting Jesus changed his life.

With his arm around Bob, Kabi approached the microphone.  He proceeded to tell the other inmates about the kind of person he was before he “born again” and the difference it has made in his life.  Bob stood with his friend throughout this powerfully emotional testimony.

Next came Margaret, who brought it Ugandan Pentecostal style.  She paced, she bounced, she stomped, she raised her hands, she pointed her finger, she yelled, and she whispered.  As Margaret was reaching her crescendo, Bob snuck over to the boxes of water, pulled out a handful of one-liter bottles, and noiselessly handed them out amongst our group.  That’s when it clicked.  I grinned broadly as I finally realized why Bob brought the water.

Margaret finished with a flourish, inviting any of the prisoners who had not been born again to accept Jesus right then and there – “Jesus wants to give you a second chance,” she bellowed.  “Raise your hand if you want to accept Jesus today.”  A few hands went up.  “Come forward so we can pray with you and help you receive Jesus.”  A group of a half-dozen or so emerged from the crowds and stood in the middle of the courtyard in front of Margaret.  Bob’s barely perceptible head nod prompted us into action.  We converged on the penitents, open bottles in hand.

I approached a young man in his early twenties.  His slightly trembling body and penetratingly pleading eyes conveyed the sincerity and urgency he felt.  He told me in somewhat broken English that his name was Ibrahim, revealing the fact that he was born Muslim.  He told me his other name (there are no last names in Uganda, just two names), but I couldn’t quite understand him – Margaret continued to preach and the others who had come forward were talking and praying with the others in our group.  He pulled out a scrap of paper and wrote his other name down. “I want you to remember me,” he said.  “I promise I will remember you and that I will be praying for you,” I insisted as I pocketed the piece of paper.

I cannot remember precisely all that I said and that he said, but we prayed together, I told him that Jesus loved him and that he and I were now brothers.  I also tried to explain that if he wanted me to, I was going to baptize him with the water for the forgiveness of his sins.  He said he understood and he wanted just that.  (My baptism experiences and theology strongly lean toward immersion, rather than pouring of water on the head, but there weren’t any bodies of waters handy, so we made due).  By this time, it had started to drizzle, and the rain mixed with our respective tears as we prayed together.  We both got a bit more wet as I poured a small portion of the water bottle over Ibrahim’s head.  He closed his eyes, turned his head toward the sky, and trembled some more.

As I had attempted to describe for him what I was going to do, I had used the term “holy water” in an effort to convey the symbolism of baptism.  I did not intend to use this term in a way that it is often used in Catholic churches, but Ibrahim must have understood it that way.  As I poured the water on his head, I again used this terminology.  After the second small pour, he opened his eyes and said, “I must drink the holy water.”  That’s a new one, I thought.  As he chugged the entire bottle, my mind immediately locked on the song referenced above – my heart warmed as I briefly reflected on the contrast between baptism through immersion of the outside of one’s body and Ibrahim’s experience of being baptized “. . . from the inside out.”

While Ibrahim and I were in our own little world, another handful of prisoners had come forward and about a dozen or so were locked in conversation and prayer with the rest of our group.  After some more hugging and rejoicing, we all resumed our original seats.

The final song was familiar to me and my breath caught when they started singing:

Let the spirit of the Lord come down,

Let the spirit of the Lord come down,

Let the spirit of the Lord from heaven come down,

Let the spirit of the Lord come down.

That was the very song the prisoners at the Masindi Remand Home sang to our group as we departed during our visit in January of 2010.  I will always remember the gratitude and hope in the juveniles’ eyes that day.  And here was that same song again being sung by another group of Ugandan prisoners clinging to hope.

Next, it was Bob’s turn at the microphone.  Bob shines lots of places, but nowhere as brightly as in front of a crowd.  As Bob began to talk about what it means to be forgiven, two of our number snuck in behind him and started to inflate a big while balloon, using the helium tanks that had been lugged in.  Bob explained that in a few minutes, the balloon would be released into the air and carry our sins up to the heavens.  Blank stares.  I could almost hear what was going through the minds of the thousand-plus crowd.  What could he possibly mean?  How are my sins going to be carried to the heavens?  What is a balloon?

On cue, Bob explained the whole thing.  He instructed his son Richard to slowly move through the crowd holding a Styrofoam ice chest with the word “FORGIVENESS” emblazoned on it.  As Richard moved through the crowd, they clambered to touch it, symbolically placing their requests for forgiveness into the box.  What they didn’t know is that a camera had been embedded into the size of the box and was filming them reaching for it.

As Richard completed the circle, the balloon reached its capacity.  The prisoners and all but one of the guards were mesmerized.  The head guard, however, was becoming increasingly agitated and appeared about to put a stop to it at any moment.  He clearly realized that there was about to be a space launch from the depths of Uganda’s only maximum security prison and he was not at all pleased.  He must have realized, however, that intervening and shutting the entire thing down would likely have caused unrest among the prisoners, if not a full-fledged riot, so he kept his powder dry.  For the moment.

As Richard tied the box to the balloon, Bob whipped the crowd into a frenzy and counted down the launch.  Five.  Four.  Three.  Two.  One.  Launch.

A roar erupted as the balloon lifted off.  For the next five minutes, all eyes were heavenward as the space craft gained altitude.  All eyes except for one pair.  The head guard.  He made a beeline for Bob.  Bob saw him coming and signaled for the rest of us to head for the exits.  I feel constrained to reserve for Bob the full telling of what happened next and what words were exchanged, but suffice it say that the guard figured out that there was a camera on the box and at least one or more (there were more) other hidden cameras capturing the day’s events.  Bob, of course, sweet talked his way out of this potential jam.  One of the hidden cameras captured this image of the balloon launch.

Lots of hugs, high fives, and tears in the parking lot as we reconvened.  It will probably take years to fully comprehend and process the day’s events.

Sunday mornings in Kampala bustle with activity, though little of it takes place on the roads.  Uganda is a predominantly Christian nation – roughly 80 percent Christian, 10 percent Muslim, and a smattering of other religions – and the vast majority of Ugandans attend church.  Because there are so many church goers, churches are ubiquitous.  And because there are so many churches, there is bound to be one within walking distance.  Consequently, most Ugandans walk to church, which leaves the roads wide open – a welcome relief from the grinding gridlock (here simply referred to as “jam”) typically encountered in and around Kampala.

This allowed for a smooth and uneventful 45-minute drive to pick up Henry from his Catholic school.  I arrived a little before 9:00 as the students were finishing their morning Mass.  This allowed me to reunite with the Head Teacher at Henry’s school – a fairly young and very capable leader.  He signed Henry’s permission slip to leave campus and we chatted for a few minutes about my work in Uganda.

Henry’s final exams for the third and final term of the year begin next week.  Unlike at most other secondary schools in Uganda, Henry’s final exams make up his entire grade for the term.  There are no mid-terms, homework assignments, class participations points, or anything of that nature — just the four exams (Physics, Chemistry, Biology, and Math).  In each class, Henry will be assigned a grade between 0 and 5.  In order to advance from Senior Five to Senior Six, after which he intends to apply to medical school, Henry needs to score a cumulative total of 12 points this term.  He is working hard, and praying harder.  He would be grateful for any additional prayers offered on his behalf.  I had seriously considered bringing him to Jinja with me for the day, but thought better of it.  As a consequence of his upcoming exams, we needed to limit the time away from his studies.

Instead we went to breakfast in the mall area.  Café Javas is a favorite among the ex-patriot community and serves American-ish food.  Henry enjoyed his first-ever breakfast burrito and marveled at the flat tortilla, which resembles the chapattis his mother daily prepares and sells in huge quantities in order to make ends meet for Henry’s family. The day before, Henry had proudly shown me his brand-new passport and some photographs taken of him at a school party.  The passport will allow Henry to leave Uganda for the very first time in conjunction with a trip he and some other students are taking to South Africa in early December.  Not only will this trip be fun and educational, but it will begin the process of establishing a pattern of leaving the country and returning, which (I am told) is a critical component of a Visa application to enter the United States.  We are hoping for that opportunity a year or two down the road.  I really liked a few of the pictures of Henry from the school party, so we found a Kodak photo shop in the mall (things are definitely westernizing here) and made digital copies of the photos.  Like American senior pictures, this one makes Henry look older than he really is:

And here is a photo I took of him on our excursion:

While we waited for the photo shop to finish its work, we bought some supplies and food items for Henry to take back with him to school.  David Nary met us in the parking lot around noon, and we headed back to drop off Henry.  After hugs and goodbyes, David and I set off to Jinja to meet up with my friend Katie and her girls.

Many of those reading this will recall a few of my prior posts about Katie, but for the new readers, Katie is an amazing young woman (she turns 24 this week) who moved to Uganda just out of high school and has established a wonderful ministry called Amazima, through which Katie feeds, educates, and empowers hundreds and hundreds of the poorest of the poor.  Her book is called Kisses from Katie and has been a regular on the New York Times Bestseller List since its release over a year ago.  It has now been translated into four other languages.  During our time in Uganda, our family got to know (and love) Katie’s family, about which you can read more in her book, or on her blog.

Before I left home, Joline had the great idea of getting autographs from Katie and each of her girls on a copy of her book.  I suspect I am the only one who now has such a signed copy.  And no, it is not for sale.  It is for us.  We had a wonderful visit with Katie and her family, and went to pool with them for their Sunday afternoon swim.  Each visit with her inspires me more to look for ways to surrender my faith to God’s leading in my life.

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Monday was a whirlwind of reunions and introductions.  The main goal of my trip was to connect David with as many players as possible in the juvenile justice project on which I had worked when I was here.  We made a big dent in this mission on Monday.  We met with members of the Criminal Division of the High Court, the Chief Justice, the Principal Judge, and officials at the Ministry of Gender.  The meetings all went well, and we are cautiously optimistic that the baton is successfully being passed to David in the eyes of the Uganda officials, such that the next iterations of J-FASTER can begin in short order.

Along the way, I made a side trip to the Court of Appeals to catch with Alex, a Court Registrar I first met when he visited the United States with a delegation from the Ugandan judiciary in May of 2010.  Alex has been instrumental in so many ways and a blessing to so many families in ways that I will never be able to fully discuss.  Until very recently, Alex worked for the Court of Appeals (he is now in the Land Division).  From his perch there, Alex was able to keep me updated as to the status of the scheduling of my oral argument in Henry’s case.  Due to petitions following the February 2011 elections, which are constitutionally mandated to take precedence over all other court work, the appellate hearing has been delayed on numerous occasions.  The original oral argument date of March of 2011 has been pushed back more times I can count.  Last month, I had been given a glimmer of hope that the argument would likely happen in November of this year, though I was careful to manage my expectations.  I learned Monday that I was right to do so – early next year is what I am now being told.  Thanks to Alex, I now have a friend in the new point person for the scheduling process.

The long day ended with a delightful dinner with Alex, his wife, and the just-retired Deputy Chief Justice (DCJ) of Uganda at a lodge perched high on one of Kampala’s seven hills.  I renewed my love affair with Ugandan meat, and renewed my deep friendship and admiration for her Lordship (as they say here).  The DCJ is such a wise and lovely lady and I am blessed to know her.

Tuesday will be another long day of reunions and introductions, culminating a dinner with Bob Goff, judges, and friends.

Kampala was as I remembered it – a bustle of activity on the road from the airport into town, even at close to midnight.  David Nary, Pepperdine alumnus who is serving a one-year Nootbaar Fellowship in Uganda, along with the trusty Daniel who has served as the driver for the prior Fellows over the past three years, had picked me up and shuttled me to the large house just outside of Kampala where the Sixty Feet interns stayed.  The Sixty Feet team had graciously permitted me to stay with them during this trip, decreasing the expenses for this trip.

As I tried to articulate to those who had asked why I was coming back to Uganda mid-week, mid-semester, the best response I could muster was “I am looking for someone to occupy the driver’s seat.”  During my six months in Uganda earlier this year, we had initiated several projects that were aimed at vastly improving the efficiency of the juvenile justice system – moving children from arrest to trial in a fraction of the time it has historically taken.  The difficulty in implementing reforms is often not in the initial injection, but in the longer-term integration of the program into the DNA of the organism.

The J-FASTER pilot program had gone off as planned.  The first post-pilot iteration of the program went even better.  We emptied a Remand Home of all twenty-two of the juveniles awaiting trial – some cases were dismissed for lack of evidence, many kids were released because they had already served more time while awaiting trial than their misdeeds warranted, and some were serving out the rest of the sentences they were justly given.  But when I left, and when the Sixty Feet legal intern Abby left, the driver’s seat was empty.  The car was fueled and fine-tuned, but no one was at the wheel.  Unfortunately, this car is not a drone – remote control from Malibu is not an option.

Friday saw four meetings with four possible drivers for J-FASTER.  My court-assigned driver, Michael, from earlier this year picked me up in the morning, but he wasn’t driving the car we had previously used.  In fact, he wasn’t even driving.  Instead, he arrived in the passenger seat of a van driven by another court driver.  The car assigned to Michael was in the shop, so he took what was available.  But what was available was a gas-guzzling 15-seater that came with its own driver.  Accordingly, Michael was simply along for the ride.  I was quite touched by his display of loyalty – Friday was a national holiday, and he could have been home with his family.

I met up with David at the Commercial Court building where we had our first meeting with a representative of UNICEF.  She had arrived in Uganda from India just before I left, and our paths had not crossed.  Abby had been corresponding with her from the United States and had sent her my final report about J-FASTER.  She had read it with interest and wanted to chat further about potentially partnering with us on future J-FASTER sessions.  David had met her briefly the day before, along with Sarah from the Criminal Division of the High Court, and things were looking promising.  After our meeting, things still quite promising, but not necessarily immediate.  UNICEF’s budget coincides with the calendar year, so we are still a few months away from any sense of whether any UNICEF funds can be allocated to this.  Over the course of the conversation, it became clear that UNICEF would not be able to climb into the driver’s seat.  Their role in these types of projects is to work behind the scenes and to assist with funding and logistics.

Next, we traveled to the Naguru Remand Home to check in with the good folks who feed, shelter, and counsel with the juvenile inmates while they await trial.  David and I confirmed that there are now at least a dozen kids whose capital crime cases have been committed for trial.  This means that there is nothing that is preventing their cases from immediately moving forward.  All they need is someone to put the J-FASTER car into gear.  As we already knew, the probation officers and warden at the Remand Home lack the power and authority to move anything along – their role is to react once things start moving forward.  With respect to the data-base project, the data points are being gathered and prepared for entry into the system, but some bureaucratic snags have prevented the entry from happening.  Hopefully, a meeting early next week will get things moving again.

From the Remand Home, we journeyed out to Uganda Christian University to meet with Brian Dennison, an American lawyer who has been working with the UCU law school for nearly four years.  Brian has coordinated the joint efforts we have undertaken with UCU on prior juvenile sessions, including the J-FASTER pilot program.  Brian reaffirmed UCU’s commitment to assisting the Uganda Christian Legal Fraternity lawyers in their representation of the kids in the Remand Homes.  We also talked about future collaborations as we attempt to integrate plea bargaining into the adult criminal justice system.  While UCU is and will continue to be a valuable partner in all of our efforts, they are not in the position to get into the driver’s seat.

From UCU, we went to dinner at my favorite restaurant at the Emin Pasha Hotel.  We were joined at dinner by Duncan, a Ugandan lawyer who represented the adults in the few cases where they had been charged with the juveniles in the J-FASTER session.  Duncan also teaches criminal procedure at Kampala International University and is a proactive, reform-minded guy who truly wants to help change the system.  In fact, Duncan, along with Sarah, served as the lead mediator in the plea bargaining activities in Masindi for the first J-FASTER follow-on session to the pilot program.  With his assistance, all twenty-two cases were resolved without trial.  Duncan is fully on board and eager to play a role, but as a private lawyer, he is unable to climb into the driver’s seat himself.

None of this came as a surprise.  I had no illusions that any of these four meetings would result in a driver.  But these meetings were of critical importance in introducing and connecting these players with David, to whom I hope to be able to hand the keys soon so he can rev the engine and squeal some tires.

Speaking of keys, through a friend from my prior time here, I had a rental car delivered to the restaurant while we ate.  It just didn’t seem right to be riding around in a van while my driver sat in the passenger seat.  Accordingly, I am back in an actual driver’s seat, wrong side of the road and all.  Uganda just became a bit less safe for pedestrians and boda boda drivers.

This past week, Monday through Thursday, I went with my school to Arizona. By the way, this is my first post since we returned to the US about two months ago. Nothing in my life has really been “blog worthy” until now. This wasn’t just a camp where we learned about nature and went hiking. No, this was a learn-more-about-yourself-and-your-savior trip. Just to let you know, I was tempted to write saviour instead of savior, which is the Ugandan/British way to spell it.

I feel like I really understood the point of the trip. The verse for the week was Ephesians 4:1-2 which says, “As a prisoner for the Lord, then, I urge you to live a life worthy of the calling you have received. Be completely humble and gentle; be patient, bearing with one another in love.” This verse pretty much tells us what to do to live a life worthy of the calling of God. When I was in Uganda, I was sure I was living the way God wanted me to be living. Since I’ve gotten back, it’s been harder to do that. I’m at school from 7:15 to 5:30 most days and I don’t have time to do anything. Or so I think.

 

One of the first nights in Arizona, we sang the song How He Loves. It tells us point blank how God loves us. Before Arizona, when I was singing that song, or any song, really, I would sing but I wouldn’t really hear the words. What I mean by that is that I would sing but I wouldn’t get anything out of the songs. I certainly wouldn’t apply it to my life.

 

You see, I think that I don’t have time to live a life worthy of the calling of God, but I do. While we were in Arizona, a girl told a story that broke my heart. On the last night, everyone on the trip was sharing something either that they learned about the week or really anything at all.  Her grandfather died from drug use and her mom would’ve, but she turned to God.  She was diagnosed with diabetes when she was four and is now twelve. Her parents recently told her that they were getting a divorce and that she has to tell her little sister. My friends’ sister looks up to her and she knows that it will break her heart when she finds out.

 

As you know, I’m a crier. I don’t know if I’ve ever shed that many tears in one night. Certainly not from one story. This showed me that we all need to love each other no matter what, and especially when one of us is going through a hard time. While at school, I can live a life worthy of the calling of God simply by showing compassion to others. I never knew it could be that simple.

I hope that everyone reading this remembers this. Whether young or old, a believer or a non-believer, rich or poor. GOD LOVES EVERYONE!!!! I wish I could make the words jump because that’s how much those words mean to me.

“He is jealous for me. Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree. Bending beneath the weight of His wind and mercy.

-How He Loves David Crowder Band

 

 

Love Always, Jennifer Gash